For most of my life I had an issue with
my weight. My weight was the only thing I couldnt control,
everything else around me was controlled for me from what
I wore to who I associated with. I became obsessed with being thin.thatas why i dont want to have ashort hair coz i think its not fit wearing a shorter hair is not appropriateabout my looks... I
felt that only if I were thin they would loved me & accepted. I abused
my body, just as I was being abused really. I starved myself, took
copious amounts of diet tablets during my highschool days so I could be slim and look sexy. But unfortunately diets pills has so many side effects, i just read an article about slimming pills,some says it can cause you a dry throat,palpitation,and it can cause you a cancer too! thats why i just stop using them. That
was a time in my life after I had my 3 children & in my 30's. Over the past
few years I have gained quiet a bit of weight due to excessive eating...junkfoods,carbo foods,and more sweets, softdrinks. And to think thats okay. I
threw the scale away long ago, It is an issue for many woman who
think that because they aren't a size 0 they are unacceptable and
unloveable......I want to say to you, CELEBRATE WHO YOU ARE, YOUR
CURVES, YOUR DIMPLES, because we have eranted them for one by giving
birth to our beautiful children and perhaps copy this picture if you
find yourself having to stand on the scale every morning obsessing.... being overweight doesn't make you either lazy or not lazy. Most people
like to label everything and unfortunately overweight people sometimes
get stuck with "lazy". I've known several overweight people and they
were not lazy. I'm overweight myself and I'm not lazy and never have
been although I'm working hard right now to change my eating habits to
more healthier choices. Maybe in a few months when people see me they
won't think "lazy". If that's what they think when they see me then who
cares? That's their problem, not mine.
